Wardrobe Nightmare inspired by Lou Clark


This casual photoshoot series and outfits were inspired by the Louisa Clark from Me Before You, mostly from the book. Clothes are my own, except for the red dress I’ve sewn and bumblebee tights I’ve bought after I read the book.


” I pulled the vacuum cleaner from the hall cupboard and ran it up and down the corridor and into the two bedrooms, thinking all the while that if my parents could see me they would have insisted on taking a commemorative photograph”


“Spring arrived overnight as if winter, like some unwanted guest, had abruptly shrugged its way into its coat and vanished, without saying goodbye. Everything became greener, the roads bathed in watery sunshine, the air suddenly balmy”


“I cut his hair in the living room. I lit the fire, we put on a film – an American thriller – and I placed a towel around his shoulders”


“the snow came so suddenly that I left home under a blue sky and not half an hour later I was headed past a castle that looked like a cake decoration, surrounded by a layer of thick white icing”



“… and then, when he finally slept again, I lay down a foot away from him and, long time later, I slept too.”

“I dusted some shelves that didn’t really need dusting, and contemplated cleaning some windows. “


“this book – which was actually suprisingly readable was all about a kind of battle for survival. It claimed that women didn’t pick men because they loved them at all. It said that the female of the species would always for for the strongest male, in order to give her offspring the best chance. She couldn’t help herself. It was just the way nature was.”


“but in my experience there’s not much that can’t be fixed by a decent cup of tea…”



” a vintage dress in dark red satin. it was made for a more frugal generation and i always had to say a secret prayer that the zip would make it up past my waist, but it gave me the outline of a 1950s scarlet, and it was a “result” dress, one of the outfts you couldn’t help but feel good in.”

Bonus; Amazing drawing by Ersen, with side by side comparison and stages. His artworks are seriously amazing, I’ve been following and admiring his works for almost ten years now and it feels truly amazing to have an artwork made for me!



Character:  Rey

Series: Star Wars

Worn : Izmircon 2016,
Photoshoot (2016)


Juvia Lockser

Character:  Juvia Lockser

Series: Fairy Tail

Worn : Photoshoot (2016)

Max Caulfield

Character:  Max Caulfield

Series: Life is Strange

Worn : Photoshoot (2016)

Eli Ayase

Character: Eli Ayase – Mogyutto “love” de Sekkin Chuu!

Series: Love Live!

Worn :Photoshoot (2016)

Hanji Zoe

Character:  Hanji Zoe

Series: Shingeki no Kyojin

Worn : Izmircon 2016

Shopping Hunt- Socking Madness II!


(God, that’s a terrible name)

I’ve ordered tons of cute socks, leggings and tights and can’t wait to share my views about it ~

I didn’t list them one by one, but all of them are ordered from eBay – Aliexpress

There are 12 different items I’ll review, let’s start!!

Over Knee White-Black Stripes Leggings

I thought they were leggings but they turned out to be regular over knee socks. It’s a classic tho.

It’s hard to wear them in summer, since it’s too damn hot but I’ve worn them couple of times in spring. They look really good with plain white/black clothes. And they’re quite comfy!

Giraffe Leggings!
I love giraffes! And I had to have them on mah legs – just like everywhere else!- It’s a simple design but looks so sweet.

Giraffes are victims of the height jokes all the time(just like me , but in reverse) and it was no exception but it looks pretty sweet!
Giraffe pattern is only at one leg and it looks pretty dark and clear even when the leggings are stretched.

Did you know that a newborn giraffe is taller than me? :<

Bumblebee Socks

“When I was a child my favouite outfit was my bumblebee tights”

If it werent for this amazing story I would never wear a thing with yellow and black stripes. But now I do now. And I do wear them proudly.

I wanted to order proper leggings but I couldn’t find them.Instead I bought over-knee socks but it does the job.
Call me “Jojo’s bizarre adventure”  now.

Two Hearts Leggings

This looks incredibly simple but I think it looks amazing! I wear it with dresses, skirts, shorts etc. ! Making them symmetric is hard sometimes tho.

I’ve worn them with various outfits and planning to do so every summer since they’re pretty thin~


GUNS Leggings

I love these unique leggings, I have two pairs of them. I can’t wear them every other day, because people stare, a lot :( And tons of people asked if they were tattoos when I was in US, one said it was a smart design, and I agree.

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Princess Bubblegum Tights

Adventure Time Tights again! After my sister has taken all of my adventure time tights I had to buy new ones. First one was PB! Fabric is elastic and thin, it’s good for not-so-cold days but I don’t suggest you to wear it when it’s hot outside, since it’s syntetic. Also pattern is a little bit off, other than these it’s a nice one.

Lumpy Space Princess Tights

OMG I love these so much! It’s fabric is thicker than PB, pattern is perfect! Color is a little bit pinkish but I think I can live with this.

Black and Red Leggings

It’s sometimes hard to wear unique things in my country. But I loved these two-color leggings so much that I didn’t mind at all! These leggings fit perfectly to my other black and red/dark red clothes!  Long live black and red!
Blue and White Leggings

I loved these too! Blue is vibrant and looks really good with light colored clothes.

Fabric is thick, quite comfy and looked pretty good with my spring clothes~

Vertical Striped Black and White Tights

I’ve always wanted to have one of these ever since I saw Tirrivirri (my roomie) wore one! It’s quite comfy and looks really good with tunics, also with colorful clothes for an optical illusion!

I usually wear it with plain black t-shirts and tunics and white or black shoes.
Cross Tights

I can’t wear them in Turkey since It has cross pattern (I know it’s stupid but I really don’t want to risk it) yet I couldn’t hold myself and bought a pair. And obviously I wore them as soon as I’ve reached US ! They’re quite comfy, and looks really good on legs. Just like my striped tights, I wear them with black or white tops.

Eyeballs Tights

I can’t believe such thing exists! I had the same pattern on my wall for ages and it made me pretty happy when I found these tights! They look super-duper cute, yet creepy! I loved the pattern and colors pretty much, but the fabris is too shiny and thick, probably had too much polyester in them.

They look pretty good with black white and blue clothes and goth/metal combinations.

That’s all for now! But if I know myself I’ll be back within couple of months with more leggings/tights reviews.

Hope you enjoyed the review and liked the items!!

Photoshoot: The Fall

Guide to Pompeii, Sorrento and Firenze

This Guide is fro Pompeii, Sorrento and Florence of our Italy trip. We spent most of our time in Rome during our Italy trip, but still had a chance to see other cities!


At our fourth day of our Italy trip , we’ve decided to go and visit Pompeii. Pompeii is an ancient city, located near Napoli. After Mount Vesuvio goes boom boom city is destroyed and buried under ashes.

Going to Napoli from Rome takes about two hours with train. After that you take your train to the Pompeii. These trains are run buy another company (Circumvesuviana), you take your train to Sorrento and your stop is Pompei Scavi. I would like to remind you that train is very very old , but it doesn’t take long to reach Pompeii.

So, before I tell you about to Pompeii, I have to say this. really wasn’t satisfied with it. Even though we visited in April, it was quite hot (never ever visit it without hats or umbrellas) and without proper guidance you don’t understand much and hard to enjoy it without knowing much about the city. So, if you’re planning to visit Pompeii, Learn your shit and bring an umbrella.

So, I’m adding random photos because I still don’t know much about Pompeii.





no, not the babies :(


That reminds me of that I haven’t seen the Atlas statue.


I don’t know what it is but looked amazing. Yay, marble!


light sucks but that thing was suberb


infamous faun




Tirrivirri is the master of posing


I am not.

Seriously, I’m just adding random photos.


amphitheatre. we were almost dead when we reached here.




I seriously don’t know what it is but it looked really cool
We couldn’t even finish visiting the whole city. We were pretty tired and hungry. We could’ve went back to Napoli but decided to be adventurous and visit Sorrento!


Go reach Sorrento, you use the same train you took to come Pompeii. I can’t remember it clearly but I think it took about another 20 minutes.

Sorrento is a little lovely town with the great view. We weren’t expecting this much when we arrived. After a small walk from the train station, we’ve decided to eat at a restaurant.



This restaurant has the best tomato soup in the world, I guarantee it! Steak was mediocre but I still can’t forget that soup.


view is breathtaking.


Water looked super nice too but it was cold :(

After seeing this view, you know that you did the right thing! It’s amazing from the hill. If you want to go to the sea level, you can use the lift, or walk just like we did.

Anyways, when we reach the water, we had to put our foot in it. It was inevitable.

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And ofcourse gifs :3

Protip: if you are planning to visit these places, don’t forget to eat pizza at Napoli. We ate it somewhere close to the train station but it was still delicious.

Protip 2: If you have time, visit Capri island. There are ferries from Napoli and Sorrento and heard it was a great place. Unfortunately, we didn’t have much time.


When I decided to visit Rome I was super excited about it, When we were chatting with my dad I was like “gonna see the renaissance stuff, woohooo” and he actually broke my heart by telling me that renaissance was actually born at Florence (Firenze in Italian) . So, when Tirrivirri added Firenze to our travel, it was amazing.

Travelling to Firenze by train from Rome takes about 4 hours, without the high-speed rail. But high speed is also high-expensive and we’re broke, so we took the regular train. Considering we were going to spend 8 hours at train, we didn’t have much time in Firenze (I WISH WE HAD) Tirrivirri insisted that I should see Uffizi and Accademia Gallery.



Tirrivirri visited Firenze before, so we splitted, while she was wandering at Boboli Gardens, I went to Uffizi. At first I’ve tried to take photos of every statue and painting, but then it hit me, it would take couple of days to finish the whole gallery. So, I’m sharing couple of things here, instead of spamming everything.


Hercules and Nessus


Laocoön and His Sons


This is where you learn fire bending


what are you doing to those babies mate??





This lady has a dick. wait, this guy has bewbs.


Even Madonna is tired “Madonna and the child” paintings, just sayin.


Holy Family by Michelangelo. I’m so happy that I saw it from so close!

I was goofin around in Uffizi, ofcourse respecting big masters but also having fun.

Then Boticelli hit my face.



I don’t know much about art. I really don’t. but even if you are as stupid as me, you can feel it. His style is simply amazing. Rooms were full of his works (there were about 30 of his paintings)


You can almost feel her sadness.



one fo my favourite paintings, Pallas and the Centaur



I’m going to be honest with you. This thing is amazing. This Venus can be the woman of your dreams. Boticelli simply steals your soul with this artwork.


Baptism of the Crist





I took a short break with the great view of Firenze. I wasn’t expecting to see so many things at the lower floor *heavy breathing*


Draw me like Titian.


Raphael’s Madonna of the Goldfinch


Raphael’s self portrait. Boy, do I want to marry this man..


Caravaggio’s Medusa


Portrait of Eleanor of Toledo

There were also a Bizarre paints exhibition with wonderful paintings but they didn’t let me take photos.


is it tho?

After Uffizi, I was flying over the clouds. I’ve ran into Tirrivirri outside and went to Accademia this time. After all the paintings and sculptures I’ve seen at Uffizi I wasn’t quite ready for David, not yet.

(sorry for photos, they look normal when you click on them)


I’m not allowed to touch busts but sculptures are? outrageous!!


Tirrivirri looks concerned


Pontormo’s Venus and Cupid


Unfinished statue by Michelangelo, usually called Slave or prisoner


Rape of the Sabines

Accademia is a lot smaller compared to the Uffizi. I kept dragging Tirrivirri around because I wasn’t really ready to see David.



But then I saw him.








I’m not going to lie. Trip to Florance changed my whole perspective about art. After this trip, I’ve visited many museums in France, Germany, Norway, Serbia etc. to see other masterpieces. It leaves you with an unexplainable feeling, sits in your stomach. You feel like you can’t appreciate this enough. :/



We had fun. This was the time that I realised I could LOVE art.

Quick Guide to Seoul


This is my quick guide to Seoul. It was my first trip to abroad, I was super excited about everything, and to be perfectly honest, I can’t remember everything and don’t have many photos but I’ll try to tell you about my experience in general.


First of all, must-see, must-do things, recommendations, etc.

  • Public Transportation: It’s super easy to travel in Seul, with subway. You have t buy t-money card and put credits in it, it’s available almost everywhere. Also, there is a transportation app which shows you the shortest way to your destination. Signs are both in English and Korean (or Chinese/japanese in some places, not quite sure) so it’s really, really easy to get lost, unless you’re a relative of Roronoa Zoro.



  • Food: How should I explain this.. Food was both positive and negative side for this country (for me) Korean BBQ is the most delicious thing I’ve ever eaten (sorry mama) and it was quite cheap. But since I don’t eat pork, it was hard to find food for me, sometimes. But when I did, and when it was BBQ IT WAS HEAVEN. For pricing, let me tell you this. At our first night, we went our for dinner. As 5 hungry tourists, we digged BBQ, went full in no time without bread (with only meat) guys also drank Soju, beer etc. and check was about 100.000 won (about $100 ) I wasn’t quite satisfied with fast food restaurants (tacobell, mcdonalds etc) but traditional food was quite delicious.

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  • Shopping : I haven’t been to many shopping trips before Seoul, so I can’t compare, but  think I can say that Seoul was amazing about shopping and satisfied me :3 City is amazing if you are looking of electronic gadgets, make-up supplies, contact lenses or clothes. If you are willing to buy cosplay supplies (fabrics etc) you will be pleased. I’ve also bought toys, anime figure, manga etc.

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  • Culture: to be perfectly honest, I didn’t have enough time to fully understand Korean culture, but what I saw was amazing.


  • Esports and games: Korea is kinda the capital of eSports. I’ve been to Worlds finals in 2014 and it was amazing. Also visiting PC bangs (pc cafes) could be a different experience for you if you are not used to it. Also, cosplayers are amazing, you can see Spiral Cats Team and other amazing cosplayers at eSports events.

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  • Seoul is a big city, but don’t be afraid to get around. Even if you are lost or late, taking a taxi won’t cost you much, so, don’t worry.

So, there are also negative sides, unfortunately;


  • Food: Like I said before, finding halal food was kinda hard to find sometimes. There were food shops but going to the other side of the world and eating Turkish food didn’t seem fair to me :(


  • Language: If you know what you are doing you probably won’t have any problems. Koreans at shops etc. know a little English and it’s not that hard to talk if what you are asking for is simple. But if you don’t know where to go to find spesific items it can’t be hard if you don’t know their language. Since I’ve travelled with people who had spent so much time on Internet to visit right places, I didn’t have any trouble.

Pro tip 1: Don’t give tips. It’s offensive in Korean culture. Try to be nice.

Pro tip 2: Pocket wifi will save you. You can rent it at airport

Pro tip 3: Download Seould transportation app, it will help you  A LOT! Also get a T-money!

So, now tons of photos and places to see :3


So first day, we went to see the Ghibli exhibition. It was in a shopping mall (I-Park Mall ) And it was amazing. It was probably temporary but it’s still purrfect. If you can’t afford a visit to the Ghibli Museum in Japan, just hunt for this exhibition, maybe it will visit somewhere near to you.


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Also, Korean Folk Village (KFV) is one of the must-visit places. It has an amazing atmosphere ! You can also see traditional Korean stuff. If you have no time for museums (or you don’t feel like it) this can be your place! It’s quite refreshing.


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Gangnam is kinda over rated if you ask me. But it’s fun to dance at Gangnam style platform, which had lights and a huge Gangnam style sign and it plays the song when you press the button. Don’t be ashamed, we know that you’ve listened to the song. It was the guilty pleasure of 2012 anyway :)I


Itaewon (was way much better. It’s where young poeple hang out. We went Itaewon twice, there are tons of places to eat, drink and go shopping!

Myeongdong is another place and it’s pretty good for shopping, I’ve got most of my make-up stuff from there.

Like I said before, it was my very first trip to abroad so I don’t have much photos, or notes from the trip. :( So I’ll be finishing this “guide” with photo dump. peace out!

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